through the longest lonely night.

having no one to talk to, is something that really sad.
sad..
because at that time, you realized that you are a loner..
you have no friends, your family living far away from you..
plus you are also an introvert.
something that will turning you into a person who loves to talk to yourself.

you love imagining things, occasions, events and anything that you wish in your life
but suddenly you will realized that, it would not happened.

you start to fall in love with your own imagination.
your own creation of an ideal man who fits all the requirements that you want in a man.
he is so true that sometimes, you start seeing him sitting besides you..
strolling along the long bushy road, holding your right hand.
cuddling together in your own fluffy comforter especially during winter nights..

but then, reality always comes crushing your idle fantasy..
sometimes, he won't comes to you
even you are searching for him in all your dreams...
because he just a fantasy...


you still a loner with no one to talk to..
you only have your self..
and sometimes tears is all you have..
and in the worst night, even tears are not there to accompany you through the longest lonely night.